fml

"she said i prefer a broken neck to another broken heart" - amir sulaiman

soo. in total. this weekend has sucked.
in every aspect.
i need to place a phone call to a certain family member
before he yells at me... again :P

uhh. series of events
i tried. so hard. yet i fail.
again. whatever. its not THAT big of a deal

i was prepared this time around...
even though... i hope she still reads...
because... one day. i will need you.

just not anytime soon.
but when i do
i hope your still there

anyway..
my mom just ruined... EVERYTHING
instead of having a semi horrible weekend

and having the next couple of weeks make up for it.
i have had a terrible weekend.
leading into a terrible week
which will then transform into a depressing weekend.

apparently... nothing is ever good enough for her.
i got up. at 10 on a saturday. and mowed the front and back yards.
without her asking me.

and all she can do is complain... because i didn't clean up immediately
i was... exhausted.
thenn. the next day.

she tells me... i can't go to my best friends 18th birthday...
because we have to take a 22 hour road trip to see my cousins graduation.
which my entire family is already going to...

we have been planning this bday party since we have met..
and in a week. she decides that she make me do whatever she wants.
i refuse to miss this party.

i'm willing to fight for it.
whatever.

i am in a horrible ass mood.
anndd. very few people can get me out of it.

fml.