updates and bitchassness

sooo it seems as though everytime i get a chance to update this...
somthing big pops off the next day.

and then i have to take back everything i wrote in the last blog..
fucckkk

sooo todays thursday... i'm gonna do this shit backwards
today was... "alright"
i use that word bcuz all tho i dont like it
it has a hidden meaning.

it means that while on the outside everything appears hunky dory
underneath
its completely fucked.

uhhh yeah soo
everything was real chill untill lunch.
i move tables constantly, so as i return to my home table
my friends say someone stole the chair that i usually sit in

and low and behold, its the blond haired bitch that i currently dislike to an extent modern man has not yet discovered.
sooo i doo wht i usually do with my friends.
i talk as loud as humanly possible.
and point her bitch ass out

she tries to come back, but she's no match
soo like the lil slut that she is... she brings my gf into it
u kno.... whatever no problem.... i walk away

sooo backtrack... wednesday.
we had like a half day cuz of TAKS.
soo i was hyped

after school we go to play basketball
i just go cuz i aint have shit else to do
skippin all the boring shit

me and zach get into it. w/e
i called him out cuz he fails at life
and the only thing he has to say back...
he's with my ex

whatver, he's been usin the same comeback for 3 months
later that day, ppl tell me tht he askes her out.
soo fuck them both

and i wudnt even waste my time with it
butt looks like everytime i turn around, someone is talkin about
I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK
really. i dont.

so i wish people would dropp it
btw... friend cornell
class a dick head.
fuckin this girls life up.
it amuses me :)

blahhh next subject...

Bitchassness

sooo my friend calls me a bitchass nigga on the daily
fucking hilarious
cuz its quite simply true.

latest bitchass move?
i told him to give me the girl he's talkin to number...
soo when he fucks up
i can pick her up.

not cuz i like her... bcuz i have the most wonderful gf
just to fuck with his life :)
not to mention the fact that we r formulating a plan
to send a guy a college letter

who barely sees the field in high school
BAHAHAHHA
its gonna be great...

Spring Trip

Soo i have to write more often
cuz when i dont these span too many different events

this one in particular will broach approximately 3 subjects
Spring trip, TAKS, anddd anger stuff?

firstt Spring Trip.
band gayness
at its fullness

we took a 6 hour bus ride to Dallas
on assigned buses= gayness.
cuzz all of my real friends happened to be on the other bus

at least my gf was on my bus, with her posse
posse= hate. all of them. equally :)
anyway... 6 hour bus ride...

stopped to get shatty food from italian place
my gf ignored me there. thanks.
but didnt bother me muchh

cuz i got to hang out with my friends...
soo then we took the rest of the trip to dallas
boring as fuck

random as movies...
nothing important happened

NEXT DAY
next we had contest.
we pretty much kicked ass
it was our best performance

o and we went to the most amazing fucking place ever
medevial times. coolest shit i have seen in along time.
o and once again. gf sat with her posse instead of me.

so night night.
next day. six flags.
we went on like every fuckin rollercoaster
i dont even fuckin like rollercoasters.


gf hung out with gay ass females.
btw i hate tthat one bitchy ass friend she has.
fuck her.

michelle geng screams like a fuckin champ
lmao it was intense.

soo when we got back on the buss i told her how i felt...
mostly cuz she couldnt talk back :P
thenn we made up for a hour or two..
then i slept like a champ.

next subject... TAKS
almost donee.
i know i've been tooooo hyped these days
cuz i have been pinned up like an animal for 4 hours a day

so i ran through the hallways today
cuz i only went to school for like 2 hours
it suckedd

lastly,, anger problems.
i asked everyone i could possibly conceive to ask if i got angry to easily, or took things too seriously
most people said yes..
this only confirms the fact that most people misunderstand me

i dont have the dedication to be mad, except for that particular person
whoo i recently made up with, kinda
people, i'm playful.

and i hate you all.
especially if you think i have a short temper
FUCK YOU! :)

Parties

sooo yeahh...

i've been out of the public for a while
mostly sleepin and spendin all time on live

but the other day... i went to a party wit ryan
it was a white boy party
i was the only black guy there

they were pretty cool about it tho
but we go there late cuz my friends phone didnt have a signal.
by the time we got there... everybody was lit

so we just chilled for a little...
dabbled in some stuff

but before we could really get into something...
drunken white people like to fight
this hot head got all mad

cuz he got beat in beer pong
which he had apparently changed the rules to
to better suit him

so he picks the smaller guy out of the two
and says lets go outside...
throws the guy out the door

all the other drunk people hold him back.
cool whatever
me and ryan walk out the front door.... followin some other guy

about 5 minutes later.... we here alot of yelling..
drunken white people decide its a good idea to walk out in the middle of the street to continue this fight
soo i said lets bounce

and we did
we got home around1ish
and just sat around in ryans truck

talking about life
everything
randomly... cuz we're good like that

then i passed out watching some movie i dont remember.
made the weekend worth it. even though i didnt see my gf
and it was pourin down rain most the time.

Maturity

YAAAAY i have something to write about :)

anyway... some people amuse me.
because, they go through life saying what they think should be said
they have been soo sheltered that they think if they say the right thing it will show their "maturity" level.

to me maturity is life experience. and seeing as the worse thing that has ever happened to the particular people i'm talking about is something as trivial as a flat tire
their maturity is incredibly low.

The sad thing is, while their in high school and such, they think their so above others
butt in the outside world, without so many regulations, they have been set up for failure
they wont know what its like to be seriously let down..

its kinda like how my mom says i have no street smarts
well, i dont. i'd die outside of a pearlandlike community.
yet, i know plenty of people who i hope never go through a rough patch in their life
cuz in all honesty, their scrreeeeewwwwweeeeeddd

sooo i'm rambling about random shit right now..
mostly cuz i'm tired... and i have nothing better to do at the current.
o btww.

ORC has finally established assignments for the group.
actually it wasnt really ORC that did it more like O-C
but -R- can follow anyway, cuz its true :P

O- bring girls.
R- provide transpo location.
C- bring dudes.

thats how its been. thats probably how its gonna say.
oo and ORC can also be ROC COR CRO or any other variation of that...
depending on how each of us feels that day...

wtf was i suppose to be talkin about?
o well... balls.

Postsecret

is the single greatest website ever created.
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
visit it i beg of you ^

i havent written in a bit...
mostly cuz everything is good
my blog is for personal complaints

and i have none :)
so... short blog :P

Fridays

always bring new things...
i'm feeling like ice cube
today was a good day.

school wasnt as bad as it usually is.
i dipped out afterwards... went home
whooped the shit out of hunter in madden
then picked up 2 dozen donuts

went to kents... hung out wit ppl
then off to the movies
with the girlfriend...

that was nice ;)
bit crowded thoo :/
and it was a lame ass movie... just didnt like it

o and she was sick... so now i'm sick
but after the movies... i was suppose to eat..
didnt, saw zach said whats up.

ended up spendin 2 hours with his dumbass
driving around 6 deep... illegally
ex gal and friend came along
she still digs him

and i'm finally ok with it...
although... i am a lil worried she'll get hurt
but thats whatever

see cuz the thing is.
i'm finally getting my life in order
shits starting to work out for me..
guess everything happens for a reason...

o and i no longer have a desire to disgrace my body with alcohol. or drugs.
for now... lets see what the next couple of months bring...
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