so

it's just one of those days.

nothing seems to really go right.

we still don't have a banquet dress for her.

which means i don't have a shirt/tie combination...

i'm paranoid as hell.

buuut i don't have a reason not to be, yet.

but is that really fair, i do my fair share of flirting.

idc. i'm a hypocrite and i know it.

aw this is like hell week. practice from 2 30 to 6 30. minus today.

which i didn't have football and skipped band.

and that makes me wonder

about what if i had gone to band instead, we wouldn't be fighting.

what if i had let her go to her thing, we wouldn't be fighting

what if i had better control, we wouldn't be fighting

what if i just ignored things better, we wouldn't be fighting

i really need someone to talk to.

oh so my friend made me think.

cause he's all player player, but he really wants to lock this one girl down.

and that's how i feel, sometimes.

then i realize how asinine that sounds.

maybe, if you said it to me, it wouldn't sound so stupid.

eh. whatever. we already have our plan. it might work.

it'll hurt next year. but that's so far away

maybe things will change.

anyway.

i need help finding this song

all i can remember is

"woke up this morning"

i'm almost certain it's not the song from the sopranos.

unless it was covered by someone else.

it sounds more bluesy.

if you have a suggestion or an idea. please please text me.

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