Ups and Downs

life changes, there is only one constant.

you will die. at some point.

wednesday, death scared the shit out of me.

i have seen my greatgrandma die, but she was almost 90.

it almost took away a 16 year old boy. 2 days before his birthday.

it could have been anyone of us, and its really a shock.

but he's getting better now, and i'm getting less scared.

anyway. ups and downs.

not everyday's perfect, some are just plain bad.

my temper is shorter. though i'm not as confrontational.

i'd rather just be quiet, and walk away. run away rather.

runaway from problems, they can't catch up unless i let them.

i haven't written in my blog in forever, so i can't even think of everything to update.

i'm always fighting with at least one person, i'm seriously worried about... 2 people?

i'm constantly in pain now, ankle, back, knees.

i'm doing better as a student, kinda.

really i'm just trying to get the hell out of this house, so help me out? ask me to do something

i will, i'm never really all that busy...