omg.

i have written 3 blogs today.

none of which shall be posted tonight.
two of which may never be posted.

but i just wanna leave a short blog.
to tell you how i feel

andd i'll take a cue from a friend... and make up names then talk about them :D

Jessica. i'm not quite sure how i feel about what you wrote. its not really where i want our relationship to be. but. its understandable. yet...idk. i'm having mixed feelings about it. i'll probably talk to you about it later... :/ when i figure out what it is i'm feeling.

and... your name is gonna be... Lacy. i don't know what i did... but. your acting incredibly strange. and to be honest... your not really worth the headache your giving me. because. with your pattern of irregularities and my almost mystical planning... its a train crash waiting to happen.

Casey... you randomly message me out of nowhere and thenn shoot the shitt for all of 10 minutes. dont know what the fuck that was about... but i intend on finding out... cause your kinda messin up this thing with...

Macy. Yes i know all the names rhyme except for Jessica. because Jessica can't really be put into the same category as you other three. cause she simply means so much to me. another rhyme. damn. anyway. Macy. i have talked to you about... two nights. randomly. we shud go back to the good ol days. no feelings attached. soon as we figure out the Casey scenario.

I need a Stacy... just to start all over with... then maybe she can be a... Rebecca. that sounds good.