Nazi Zombies

have nothing to do with this post, but at the same time have everything to do with it.

nobody really knows about this blog, except for people i oddly trust.

though i don't necessarily hang out with them.

anyway. the blog that i'm currently writing.

i had the oddest experience this morning

it was between a hallucination

a dream

and a really bad hang over...

it was like, i got involved with this girl

and it was just a normal day, and we chilled with my friends

but i was reading the book(actually)

but flashes of this alternate reality came flashing through my head.

and no matter which of the two worlds i was in, i had the worst headache of my life.

it was pretty horrendous... idk if i'd ever wanna go through that again.

but again. back to the blog at hand.

about my beautiful day.

i spent most of the day at jackie's playing games and generally getting beat...

i went home to grab my charger, when a person i have recently started associating with text me

requesting my presences at a local hang out spot, for the debut of a high school band, ish.

seeing as how this particular person has limited activity out of her home, i decided to go.

and what i stumbled on was one of the best most random spontaneous nights of my life

it is nights like this that i LIVE for.

an opportunity presented itself, i pursued it

and i had a kickass time

no drugs

no alcohol

just a bunch of teenagers, sitting in a parking lot

did i mention i managed to miss the entire show yet still stay for 2 hours?

i simply loved it.

in other news. i get easily disinterested with other girls.

i hate directing blogs towards people, but what's the point of acting like it's not to you.

Haley, this break IS good for us. or at the very least me.

it's showing me just how much i'm not compatible with anyone around but you..

i can't/won't put up with anyone else's shit.

you think i'm bad about texting you back, i straight ignore other girls.

i can't imagine a senior year without you.

it would be utterly pointless.

like nothing would hold any value without you...

all of that being said.

i'm still enjoying it.

i'd wish you'd be back already, but i'm making the best of it.

and that's just the truth.

you know, i may always wonder what may have been.

but i know what's best for me.

kinda.