i need

more free time.

cause everyday is the same.
wake up school football practice home sleep
repeat

at least now i have a reason to wake up every morning ;)

buut

usually i'm so tired lately. i don't want to do anything buut sleep.

sleep is good. and sleep is fine.

but i would rather have time for my friends.

ugghh and i'm physically broken apart. my knees are giving out.

and something weird happened to my foot.

oh well

in other news...

i'm happy.

andd i don't think things could get any better.

minus the whole no free time thing...

i wonder what i'm doing this saturday.

i wanna do something really cool all day.

but a certain someone i know is ALWAYS tired

and doesn't wake up until 1 -_-







so my mom is thinking about working a second job.

and i honestly think that's a bad idea.

cause she's already overworked.

but the main reason she says she is weary of doing it.

is because she doesn't want to leave me with that much free time

not gonna lie. the girlfriend is definitely coming over.

but besides that. i don't really have much else that i could possibly do.

i'm not into drugs or any of that crazy stuff...

and i don't like people sooo. yeah

"i just sit there and let the thoughts flood
and i remind myself its alright its all good its love
but its not though"