homecoming.

sooo everyone that i follow has pretty much written something within the past 6ish hours.

mostly commenting on homecoming... or other things concerning that.

so why not follow suit?

btw i'm postponing the 5 steps to a relationship. obviously.

i have two major problems.

even if i win i lose.

so what's the point of trying to alter the course of the ship?

anyway.

homecoming.

this year was the year i was LEAST interested in anything... apathetic almost.

i didn't go to the game, or the dance, or any of the homecoming parties.

in fact, after school on friday, i didn't contact anybody from school

except my SO... whose not really my SO.

i played marvel ultimate alliance 2 for a couple hours.

then went to this killer house party.

it was great.

amazing homecoming night. minus it had nothing to do with it actually being homecoming.

ahhh i have still yet to deal with problem numero uno. although new ones occur.

i''''''''''''ll avoid it for another month. just cause ii'm cool like that...

i hate knowing so many people.

cause eventually. people started getting connected, and that's where problems start.

(this has nothing to do with what your probably thinking of)


so i got the most random message from the most random person.

and we talked about something things that should never happen.

but at the same time, very very plausible.

but honestly. i think its below what i'm capable of.


i dislike blogging, cause i always forget what i said.

and so much of this is my current feelings, and then i feel completely different later...

like for instance, i could possibly say now... "i just want you to be happy"

when i mean... "i just want you to be happy... with me"

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wtf am i talking about? bye