Pain

pain is something that i personally embrace
it is not something that i look for
rather something that finds me
it is always there
waiting for me around the corner

it always comes in different forms
physical emotional mental
it attacks from all sides
and i currently have all three

although i have all three...
this pain has finally allowed me to be myself
the self that hasnt come out since... 7th grade
i've always had to hide something for fear of being rejected

4 more months of taking shit
i made a new resolution
to just smile through it
its gonna be a good 4 months